well, i sound like troublesome girlfriend, don't i? skin has been bad recently, due to all really late sleeping hours since before midterm (study and stress) then after then during cny and after cny till now. last night decided to sleep early. i went to bed at 11pm + but what? ended up insomnia. rolling here and there. and the time i fell asleep was actually much later than those "late night sleep" time i had. was playing a game i'm currently addicted. then out of lives. what did i do?
random thoughts wandering inside my brain. then i rmb. i always throw tantrum at him. during a specific time. which is when my period is coming soon. then i counted. oh hey, period should be coming around this date and usually a week before i'd have PMS. and the PMS day is TODAY. i keep hoping i don't get mad at him or anything. but today when i woke up. was supposed to eat with him after his morning class. i called him 1st time, he didn't pick up. 2nd time was otw to college while waiting at the traffic light. he answered. but i turned on my speaker and well... idk why but iphone's loud speaker call is really. CACAT. can't hear properly. and i got kinda distracted while i resumed driving. so we agreed that when i reached college i will call him again.
reached college, called. no answer. that time i was in the parking lot. i got out of my car n started walking, called the 2nd time. no answer AGAIN. that time i was checking my student card balance at a machine. fine. continue walking & called the 3rd time. ringing quite long. till i stopped in front of the comp lab which has a glass window visible from outside. i saw him and stared at him, still holding my phone. finally i see him starting to touch his pocket, and just nice he turned his head and he saw me. cancelled the call. then he came out. omg i was so frustrated that time. like wth?! and those 3 calls that he didn't answer, all rang till it entered voicemail. pissed. he went n get his car. we didn't say a word. he kept saying sorry and ask me to not be angry. well.. i really don't like to hear the "sorry" word. especially when it's said so many times.
to me, i think that if someone will feel sorry, then he/she won't let it happen.
while eating. he just keep showing me the smile, hoping i could laugh. seriously, it's difficult. when you are not in a good mood. but then things went better in between. not exactly sure how. then we just started talking like normal again. and there were also sweet moments. talking about future. abt giving birth. LOL. he just said he'll definitely be there if i give birth in the future, provided that if i marry him. i was like, u don't have to be there if you don't want. cos my dad didn't. then i said, only if next time my husband is you(him) then only say. he's like so u are saying ur future husband might not be me? well... i mean, we can't predict the future right.... then he was so nice he accompanied me to class and everything. then second class he was waiting for me too. luckily when he's done, i was almost done with my class too. if not got to let him wait. then we all went to the student lounge play some soccer table, ps3 and everything. then i was hungry.
me, him and P went to have subway. cos our "lunch" was quite early at abt 10 something. we were having subway at 4 something almost 5. so that explains our hunger. otw back to college. cos we're all going home already. P and him were talking abt games. then P said that they should train more for the game's upcoming tournament/competition during sem break. so P asked if he has any plans during the break. he's like... "nahh... the only thing i have to do is to bring my brother out for lunch." we all was like hahaha then he's like serious! blablabla... -.- i hit him and said, "only that ah?" mood changed again. (thinking : the only thing u have to do is to bring ur bro to lunch) angry d la omg. -.- more like upset actually. he then only like 'nooo... not like that" blablabla but i really felt so upset already. i just didn't know what to say. and didn't feel like seeing him. i just looked out the window. he started saying sorry. like again. omg. i hate that word more and more.
then back to college. i just got down from his car and started walking towards my car. he followed behind. then say... "you angry d ah? i'm sorryy..." i just said, "ok, play game la. play a bit more" in chinese. he's like, "no it's not like that, not to say it like that" blaaaaaablaaaaaaablaaaaaaaaaaa. got to my car, and said byebye to him. then checked out my card then dropped him at his car there. he leaned in to kiss me, but that moment only cheek available, i even moved it to the side.
omg. why. why. why. why my boyfriend so insensitive? nvm. like i said in one of the previous posts. guys' common behaviour. whatever. it's not that i don't let you play game. i understand that it's a guys' thing. i get it. in fact, i really appreciate the fact that he actually replied my messages when he's in a game. not sure if he's respawning or pausing or resting or loading the game. but he still replied. like very frequent. and i don't have to wait that long. i am really grateful for that. despite that day during the skype call all the people inside were only talking about games, and i was abit left out. it's okay.......
it's my pms. it will go away....
Monday, March 4, 2013
Friday, March 1, 2013
the first of every month
1st March 2013, Friday
writing the 2nd post on the same day. dun wanna delay my posts so i'm here writing again :D so, title says it all. it's our special day today, this date, of every month :) the night before, he went offline suddenly, luckily his bro on back the modem. he stayed up till midnight fb chatting with me. just to wish each other happy monthsary. *melts* it's our 5 months together and i hope it continues counting. so we celebrated this day of course. he came to my place, i let him come into my hse and sit for awhile, introducing (more like meeting) him to my younger bro. when he came in and sat down, he told me i looked beautiful. well, he says he likes me wearing dress so i wear a dress for him, and also because today is our special day. <3
something funny was, when i sat next to him and played my current addiction - Candy Crush Saga, my bro came down and then peeked at us. and that was the time when boy boy kissed me on the cheek. LOL. then i checked the available timing and venue for a movie he wants to watch, Jack the Giant Slayer. Yeap, it was another movie that's not bad, it was quite good. after the movie we walked around for a while and then sat down on the bench. then we took some pictures. :) uploading it to an app for couple - LoveByte. and also updating a "status"(/date) for the app. it's a very lovely app.... :D
before i end this, i suddenly remember something. when we were "window shopping" at F.O.S. for nice clothes. he suddenly told me that he thought of something very lame. you know what? he said F.O.S. stands for Full Of Shit. LOL WHATDAHECK! and that shop was playing the Amazing Grace song and he told me he liked that song. i was laughing then he just looked at me and said "what? i'm serious! i like that song!" well. that wasn't what i was laughing at. i told him abt my high sch memory abt my friend who hums his own lyrics in this music - ni de mama mei you tou fa (your mom has no hair). hahaha he just burst out laughing. like quite loud. and then i told him one day i go annoyed and sang back - ni de baba mei you jiao mao (your dad has no leg hair) LOL he laughed even harder. hahaha yea. that's all
bye peeps!
writing the 2nd post on the same day. dun wanna delay my posts so i'm here writing again :D so, title says it all. it's our special day today, this date, of every month :) the night before, he went offline suddenly, luckily his bro on back the modem. he stayed up till midnight fb chatting with me. just to wish each other happy monthsary. *melts* it's our 5 months together and i hope it continues counting. so we celebrated this day of course. he came to my place, i let him come into my hse and sit for awhile, introducing (more like meeting) him to my younger bro. when he came in and sat down, he told me i looked beautiful. well, he says he likes me wearing dress so i wear a dress for him, and also because today is our special day. <3
something funny was, when i sat next to him and played my current addiction - Candy Crush Saga, my bro came down and then peeked at us. and that was the time when boy boy kissed me on the cheek. LOL. then i checked the available timing and venue for a movie he wants to watch, Jack the Giant Slayer. Yeap, it was another movie that's not bad, it was quite good. after the movie we walked around for a while and then sat down on the bench. then we took some pictures. :) uploading it to an app for couple - LoveByte. and also updating a "status"(/date) for the app. it's a very lovely app.... :D
before i end this, i suddenly remember something. when we were "window shopping" at F.O.S. for nice clothes. he suddenly told me that he thought of something very lame. you know what? he said F.O.S. stands for Full Of Shit. LOL WHATDAHECK! and that shop was playing the Amazing Grace song and he told me he liked that song. i was laughing then he just looked at me and said "what? i'm serious! i like that song!" well. that wasn't what i was laughing at. i told him abt my high sch memory abt my friend who hums his own lyrics in this music - ni de mama mei you tou fa (your mom has no hair). hahaha he just burst out laughing. like quite loud. and then i told him one day i go annoyed and sang back - ni de baba mei you jiao mao (your dad has no leg hair) LOL he laughed even harder. hahaha yea. that's all
bye peeps!
not so short, not so long
22/02/13, Friday
it was still during cny period, there's an event held at his place that day. his mom ask him to bring me along for this event. So he picked me up at 2 something almost 3 and back to his place. Watched a movie right away - journey to the west. it's a film by stephen chow, with many similar film technics as his previous films. this movie was really funny, disgusting and somehow scary in different scenes.
then we just walked around and then go out to the park n took a look, it's where the event was gonna held. due to the preparations, only a part of it was opened. we just walked awhile and randomly watching the fishes in the ponds and talked about random and funny things. not forget to mention there was a gigantic round grass field there. i kept saying i wanted to lie on the grass and take a pic. couldn't gather enough guts though because there were so many ppl there! maybe another time when i go there again! that would make a really GREAT pic. and also the moment if i get to lay down on the grass - next to him. after this we just went back to his hse and wait for his parents to get back.
few hours later... everyone was ready and we got to that place.... again. lol. had dinner with him and his family at a really good japanese restaurant. ichiban boshi. they serve really nice food there. i'm considering either ichiban boshi, tappers, or big brothers for special celebration. awesome foooood. me and him left the restaurant earlier and went to the field/park. omg. this is not the first time i came to this place at night, but it's the first time i went to see the park at night! it's sooooo beautifullllll. :O one good thing was the park was a bit deserted but wasn't something to worry because there's so many crowds at the field next to the park! cos usually at night will be a little scary n dangerous. so we get to have a lil privacy there. :P i love how he carried me in cradle style and shared kisses together like this. <3
later we gather with his family and watched the performances/talk shows. it's funny and entertaining, and some a little boring. then halfway through there were ppl distributing ice cream. haha we just stood there and ate ice cream while watching. then towards the end, they were performing singing and halfway through... kaboom! FIREWORKS!! that was a really attractive one, compared to the new year's eve... i think this one is better! what's better was i got to watch fireworks with him :) and then his dad sent me home with his other family members in the car. end of story. haha. it's 1 week overdue. might have forgotten some. XD
it was still during cny period, there's an event held at his place that day. his mom ask him to bring me along for this event. So he picked me up at 2 something almost 3 and back to his place. Watched a movie right away - journey to the west. it's a film by stephen chow, with many similar film technics as his previous films. this movie was really funny, disgusting and somehow scary in different scenes.
then we just walked around and then go out to the park n took a look, it's where the event was gonna held. due to the preparations, only a part of it was opened. we just walked awhile and randomly watching the fishes in the ponds and talked about random and funny things. not forget to mention there was a gigantic round grass field there. i kept saying i wanted to lie on the grass and take a pic. couldn't gather enough guts though because there were so many ppl there! maybe another time when i go there again! that would make a really GREAT pic. and also the moment if i get to lay down on the grass - next to him. after this we just went back to his hse and wait for his parents to get back.
few hours later... everyone was ready and we got to that place.... again. lol. had dinner with him and his family at a really good japanese restaurant. ichiban boshi. they serve really nice food there. i'm considering either ichiban boshi, tappers, or big brothers for special celebration. awesome foooood. me and him left the restaurant earlier and went to the field/park. omg. this is not the first time i came to this place at night, but it's the first time i went to see the park at night! it's sooooo beautifullllll. :O one good thing was the park was a bit deserted but wasn't something to worry because there's so many crowds at the field next to the park! cos usually at night will be a little scary n dangerous. so we get to have a lil privacy there. :P i love how he carried me in cradle style and shared kisses together like this. <3
later we gather with his family and watched the performances/talk shows. it's funny and entertaining, and some a little boring. then halfway through there were ppl distributing ice cream. haha we just stood there and ate ice cream while watching. then towards the end, they were performing singing and halfway through... kaboom! FIREWORKS!! that was a really attractive one, compared to the new year's eve... i think this one is better! what's better was i got to watch fireworks with him :) and then his dad sent me home with his other family members in the car. end of story. haha. it's 1 week overdue. might have forgotten some. XD
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